Never as a child was i able to keep a journal, they were tedious, whining things that begged for attention. If, occasionally I gave in, there was nothing for me to say, the boring, monotonous details of my life were not interesting to me, and looked no better on paper. Really all a journal is, is a way of remembering how sad your life was. This is why it is so damn difficult to keep one.

so instead of a journal, one turns to shows like jerry springer, to feel better about themselves. they listen and remember about other peoples lives instead of their own, this way, there is no need to be sad, you don't remember your life. Your life now is all wrapped in someone elses, thier hopes are your hopes, their dreams, your dreams.

people love hearing about other peoples stories, especially those who are more unfortunate, I am not speaking against it, its human nature, we feed off of other's troubles, its just the way things are, so I, I am willing to sacrifice my feelings, emotions, and thoughts, whatever may be delicious to you, so that you may feed. Sadisitic? not really, these experiences are mine, and mine alone, I can do with them as I please, otherwise they would have sat to rot in my head forever, why not let them out for fresh air? All I ask in return is that you may enjoy.